A.'s sister's wedding was absolutely beautiful. They had the perfect fall day and with the change in leaves, it was the perfect backdrop for pictures. From flowers to bridesmaids' colours no detail was left behind. They were the most beautiful couple under the chupah (Jewish wedding canopy) and they looked truly in love. I was so honoured to be a part of their special day.

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Thursday is going to be a really big day. My fist lining and hormone check will be in the morning. This will be a good predictor of when I might get to transfer. I am really hoping for a number of at least 6mm. Second, I will have my first formal evaluation at my new job. I am not overly worried about it, but I still need to put a lot of thought into what lesson I am going to do. Then I have an appointment with SJ which I am looking forward to as a lot has happened in the last two weeks. Lastly, I am going to have a conference call with the GC and the agency. I am freaking nervous for this. Yes, I am committed to the FET and hope and pray that it will be successful, but I am also moving forward with this new plan. My mind is racing with questions and I can't believe how fast this is all happening, but then again, why wait? I am excited at the chance to be a mother soon. One way or another, I will parent a child. Soon.

-R.