Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Thinking About What Could Have Been...

This morning when I logged onto my computer my iCal popped up, “ET today”. I guess I hadn’t synched my blackberry with my computer since the cancellation. I quickly shut it down, but the in-your-face reminder was not something that I needed today.

My strategy of keeping extra busy has been a good one. Most days, I barely have time to go to the bathroom, let alone process my feelings; but today, all I can seem to do is think about it.

  

-R.

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  1. :-( So sorry the reminder blindsided you. I so wish you didn't have another stinking delay.

    T.

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  2. Stupid technology...just know I am thinking of you often.

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  3. Sorry about the reminder... ughh! Keeping busy sounds like a good plan. Hang in there...

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  4. I am sorry you keep getting reminders:( Hope you can watch some good television today! That is what my ear doctor ordered me to do yesterday since I have ringing in my ears and other pain from TMJ.

    T

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  5. Aw, honey, I'm sorry. That's shitty to have it slap you in the face like that. Wasn't life so much easier when we just had paper calendars and only had to erase things once, rather than synching anything with anything else? I wish you hadn't had to erase it at all. Sending hugs.

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  6. I am so very sorry, R. I am sure that felt like a slap in the face. I am glad that you are keeping busy. I am thinking of you!

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  7. I'm so sorry! Those electronic slaps in the face are so tough.... Glad you're keeping busy, hope it helps!

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  8. You live close?

    Get in the car and we will all meet you halfway.

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  9. It's so hard not to think about what could have been on a certain date, when this whole racket revolves so much around calendars (albeit very uncertainly-dated calendars.) Hope you can find some peace today with this. Take care.

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