I miscounted yesterday. Oops.
I am so stupid. I managed to get my hopes up that I might be one of the "miracles", you know the story where after many many failed IF treatments and a miscarriage the person gets pregnant? Well, no that didn't happen. I took a test. That settles it. I am mad that I allowed myself to think that I didn't really need donor eggs or IVF, but how silly of me. Of course I do.
Thank goodness for open bars at weddings. That's where I will be tonight.
ETA: My sister just left my BFF's house where she got a ton of hand me downs. Those were supposed to be mine. FML. (I know they might still be one day, but that is not the mood I am in today.)