I just got off the phone with Sch.oolcraft. I think this was our shortest conversation to date and unfortunately, I have had many. He is of the opinion that the triple pattern is more important than the thickness of the lining. Crap. He is fine with me transferring like this, but my chance for success is around 40%. No fucking way. I did not go to donor eggs for 40%. He said that he has seen cases where one day it is triple and the next it is not and then it is again...he also has said a few times that he does not think my lab is the most accurate and doesn't 100% trust their findings. Crap. As well, he told me that he didn't think it was possible for the huge difference in ultrasound measuring yesterday and not to worry about that. He also reminded me that my lining and uterus are shit and he doesn't have a lot of hope for them anyway so really, it is up to me what I want to do.
Here is the plan:
- Go for one ultrasound tomorrow morning. If the pattern is there, I will go ahead with the transfer. If not, I am going to cancel.
- I can begin prepping my lining with my next period and go from there. We made add Lupron to keep me suppressed, but I am not sure. We are also going to monitor me extremely closely and not make any calendar plans. Once my lining reaches around 6.5 with a triple pattern I will begin taking progesterone and transfer six days later.
I really need something to work out for me right now as I am not coping at all. I just can't take this anymore. FUUUUUUUUUUCK!
-R.
Unbelievable. I mean that--it is seriously unbelievable all you have been put through. I am so so sorry he wasn't more optimistic. I'm glad you have a plan in place. HUGS.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this. Hoping tomorrow's u/s shows the triple pattern. Sending hugs your way...
ReplyDeleteI like the second plan just because it will give you more "peace of mind."
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry. Hope you get better news tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteUgh, what a pain in the rear. I am hoping things get better for you! Dr. S didn't speak long with me either when we last spoke. Hugs!
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I am glad to see you let the F bomb rip. This is a shit show and you sure as truck do not deserve this additional complication.
ReplyDeleteCome forth, triple pattern, come forth.
Seriously, this is so not cool! I'm so sorry that your stripes are coming and going; I hope they'll show up and stick around ASAP, because this is just ridonculous, as we say in the trade. Hopeful hugs.
ReplyDeleteThat is just. not. fair. Argh!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry things are not looking as positive as they could. I'm with Roccie, triple pattern needs to make his presence known. NOW!!!
I'll keep hoping for a good ultrasound tomorrow. Hang in there.
Sending many hugs.
R, whatever the outcome is, I hope tomorrow yields a decision that you, in your heart, are okay with. F*BOMB, no F'ING fair any-MORE!!!
ReplyDeleteAnd please God, if there is one at this point, let R and A have some PEACE!!! Sorry...I'm very angry with you too. Hugs and tears.
what a nightmare. i'm sorry nothing is ever ever simple.
ReplyDeleteAargh, I'm sorry! You have been through so much already and are surely due for a break!!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe how you keep ending up in such a crap storm! I'll be sending triple stripe vibes your way along with huge hugs to get you through this latest challenge....
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, R. I am so sorry. I hope you get some clarity tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteSo so sorry. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm so very, very sorry for all you've been through. I am so frustrated for you. Hope tomorrow will lead to good results and a transfer ASAP.
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