I just got off the phone with Sch.oolcraft. I think this was our shortest conversation to date and unfortunately, I have had many. He is of the opinion that the triple pattern is more important than the thickness of the lining. Crap. He is fine with me transferring like this, but my chance for success is around 40%. No fucking way. I did not go to donor eggs for 40%. He said that he has seen cases where one day it is triple and the next it is not and then it is again...he also has said a few times that he does not think my lab is the most accurate and doesn't 100% trust their findings. Crap. As well, he told me that he didn't think it was possible for the huge difference in ultrasound measuring yesterday and not to worry about that. He also reminded me that my lining and uterus are shit and he doesn't have a lot of hope for them anyway so really, it is up to me what I want to do.
Here is the plan:
- Go for one ultrasound tomorrow morning. If the pattern is there, I will go ahead with the transfer. If not, I am going to cancel.
- I can begin prepping my lining with my next period and go from there. We made add Lupron to keep me suppressed, but I am not sure. We are also going to monitor me extremely closely and not make any calendar plans. Once my lining reaches around 6.5 with a triple pattern I will begin taking progesterone and transfer six days later.
I really need something to work out for me right now as I am not coping at all. I just can't take this anymore. FUUUUUUUUUUCK!