You know you are in trouble when your acupuncturist goes on vacation and brings you back a gift! LOL. Maybe not. I need to be done with all of this. Every night of the workweek is filled up with appointments from now until after the transfer. It is almost like I don't know which way I am coming or going.
She said something to me while I was on the table today and it has stuck with me. She told me to put what I want out to the universe and then let it go, don't obsess over it. I am going to try that. Friday is my suppression check, I am scared to see how thin my lining will be, but I am not going to obsess over it. I would like it to be over 6mm. There I said it and now I will leave it. Let's see how this works.
-R.
Please Universe, let R have good news on Friday...please.
ReplyDeleteIronically the cycle that worked for me...that's the attitude I went in with. Sending it out there that I want this to work for you too. First step, good lining. Good lining for R universe.
ReplyDeleteI am wishing that you receive great news.
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Argh! That is exactly what I was talking about! I was told to focus on the baby - what s/he looks like, smells like, sounds like, feels like. How soft the clothing and blankets feel. Go with it as a meditation then she told me to "send it to the universe in a bubble and let it go". Nutty. I love that stuff.
ReplyDeleteI sense some great baby/babies coming your way. I hope they can arrive the via your body. I hope this so very very much for you.
If anyone can make it happen, it is Them.
I'll do you one better. Universe, I would like R's lining to be over 7mm. She was too scared to ask for that, but I know she can do it. So there you have it.
ReplyDeleteOh R, I will be thinking of you and your lining check on Friday. Let's hope we both have a great day on Friday! :)
ReplyDeleteThis reminds me of the book/movie Eat, Pray, Love (I know, somewhat over-rated, the book is better of course) but you should read it, it talks about that - letting go! Hope that your decision to let you makes you feel better inside and out! All the best :)
ReplyDeletePositive thoughts, positive outcome. If it doesn't hurt you to think them, then you shouldn't be shy.
ReplyDeleteHope it's above 6 for you!!
I hope your lining is exactly what it needs to be!!
ReplyDeleteDear Universe,
ReplyDeletePlease let dear R's lining be well over 6mm on Friday. She is more than due for a break.
I'm much more zen with this last IVF too...I finally figured that all of the worrying & stressing out I've done every cycle hasn't gotten me anywhere so I'm trying to not do that to myself this time. What will be, will be, but I've got a really good feeling about you.
T.
Good luck on Friday. It is so your turn.
ReplyDeleteUniverse, give {R} her good news please! She deserves some!
ReplyDeleteThanks for listen, universe!
I'll join in the shout outs to the universe for you! Best of luck tomorrow!
ReplyDeleteC'mom unniverse! You see that wish floating around - latch on to it and see it through!!
ReplyDeleteUniverse, it's time to cooperate! I would like R's lining to be greater than 6mm tomorrow!
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