The good news is that I passed all the tissue and the miscarriage is over with no D&C needed! I couldn't be more relieved. I am still waiting to hear what my HCG level is and it will take 4-6 to get a period, but at least I am moving in the right direction.
The bad news is that my local dr. agreed that after one more try, I should move on to using a GC. This was a huge shock to me. I thought I was being proactive and that it wouldn't be my reality, but as the days pass I realize that it probably will happen. They told me about the agency they deal with and it was one of the ones I had contacted already so that was good at least. I am just really confused right now. I don't even know what my next step should be. I think I need to process this a bit more before making any major decisions.
After leaving the dr.'s office, I was pretty upset and emotional. I decided I needed a pick me up. I bought something that I had my eye on for a long time, an ice cream maker! Yup, you heard me, I am now the owner of a Cus.inart frozen dessert maker. My only decision now, is which flavour to make first!
UPDATE: My beta is dropping and is now at 568. I remember how excited I was when it doubled to 547 and now I am happy that it dropped to just about that...how ironic. Also, I was reviewing the recurrent pregnancy loss blood work that I had done over a year ago to send to CCRM and it says that I am heterozygous for the 677C>T variant in the MTHFR gene. What the hell does that mean?