Thank you all for the support you have shown me lately. It helps so much to know that there are others who get it (although I wish there weren't so many of us). I am doing better today, but know that Sunday will still be really really tough.
I think I may have mentioned before that I LOVE weddings. I love dress shopping, the details and the excitement surrounding a wedding. I also love being crafty and have started a tradition of making a keepsake for friends and family for their wedding. My sister and I crafted for a few hours today in preparation for Sunday. We made water bottles for the bride and groom so that they would drink in style while sweating it up on the dance floor.
We also made an umbrella with different coloured ribbons attached to be twirled by the bride during the hora. She will stand a chair surrounded by women each holding a ribbon that dance around her.
Its so amazing how doing something creative really takes my mind away from all the other shit going on. At least I am still able to enjoy those moments.