I had another tear free day! Yes, I'm really proud of myself. I'm still lounging in bed for a lot longer than usual (and maybe have spent some time researching surrogacy options- I just wanted to get an idea on cost and timelines and will save that and all other issues pertaining to future tries for another post), but I am getting out of the house. Today I spent a few hours at the mall with a friend and even bought myself some new sexy underwear from Pi.nk (I am usually not a sexy king of gal, but I wanted something pretty for myself).
I definitely think that I am starting to come out of this depression, but my wounds are deep and I need to prepare myself for some tough times ahead. At least I'm making some positive progress.