I thought I was doing better. A. and I have had an amazing weekend together and I have been feeling ok about everything. I guess should have known better. My sister came by to drop something off and seeing her has made me fall to pieces. She is finally really showing and something about that image has made me regress. I feel like I am right back where I started a few weeks ago. Thursday is my WTF appointment and it can't come soon enough as I need a plan. I guess I need this miscarriage to be over with as well, but that is still a while away. I just want the pain and emptiness to go away. Will that ever happen?