This is my 100th post! When I started this blog I decided that I was going to write everyday to document my journey to motherhood. I had no idea how therapeutic it would be and how this blog has saved me. A. will be the first to tell you that I am not a talker. I don't like discussing my feelings and getting into long personal stories. In fact, I avoid those conversations. Not so good I know, but it wont change anytime soon. So writing has allowed me to share my thoughts, without speaking them.
I definitely thought I would be in a different stage of the journey by now, that's for sure. I can only hope that I have "paid my dues" and my time will come...SOON.
I thought about recapping my last 100 days, but when I started writing and the list got longer and longer without any positive news, I just hit delete. It has been a really hard few months. I am depressed and stressed. I am determined to turn my mood around. It won't be easy, but I am going to try.
So thank you for reading, and I hope that you continue to follow the journey as it is just getting started...again.