I'm in a lull right now. Nothing is really going on with me IF wise and I hate that. Today is CD23 so I still have around a week until AF arrives even though I have had some cramping over the last couple of days. UGH. I hate this time. I always feel like I am the last kid to be picked up at the party. I am so happy that so many of you are in the next phase of the journey, but it just reminds me that I am not. I guess I'm having a pity party. Sorry.
-R.
Hey R....try and enjoy this time of "nothing". For me I love such times. I'm in a state of "nothing" for a little while too - well donor is doing stims on Thurs. but for me, my part is not required until October. So I know what you mean...hugs!
ReplyDeleteI totally know how you feel. I always feel very powerless in that situation. But we are here for you, and soon you'll be super busy with the new school year and everything, and before you know it you'll be on your way again!
ReplyDeleteGogo, CD20some! CD24 over here. Hang in, and (((hugs))). Take care of you.
ReplyDeleteits the worst. i have been there for the whole summer, and all week i have had that knot in my stomach which has just given way, ever slightly, to hope.
ReplyDeleteugh this is such a rollercoaster. i so wish we were riding this one together. soon enough it will be here and you will be freaking out pulling that bar down *rollercoaster metaphor* (if you didn't get it)
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In-between times are the worst. At least when we're cycling, we're moving forward - doing something. When we're waiting, nothing is in our control. Vent away, we've all got your back. Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteI truly think the "down" times are some of the hardest. I hate feeling like I'm not actively moving towards something. And honestly, R, you have had more than your share of it. I hope this turns around for you - and quickly!!
ReplyDeleteYou're totally allowed to throw yourself a pity party! Hope the start of school helps things go quickly until your FET!
ReplyDeleteThere are plenty of us that can join you in your pity party!
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i hate that people who lost after me are getting pregnant before me. i'm so bitter and horrible. i hate myself for it and i can only make myself admit it on other people's blogs, not my own. i'm too ashamed.
ReplyDeletecan you make room for me at the pity party???