It is starting to sink in. My body officially does not want me to be pregnant..at least not anytime soon. Every possible obstacle has been thrown my way. Why don't I give up? I don't know. I should. I am still really numb and processing everything. I wasn't prepared. I am still not prepared.
Tomorrow I am going to my local RE to discuss the D&C. Ugh, I am so not looking forward to this conversation.