It is starting to sink in. My body officially does not want me to be pregnant..at least not anytime soon. Every possible obstacle has been thrown my way. Why don't I give up? I don't know. I should. I am still really numb and processing everything. I wasn't prepared. I am still not prepared.
Tomorrow I am going to my local RE to discuss the D&C. Ugh, I am so not looking forward to this conversation.
-R.
(((((((((((BIG GIANT HUGE BEAR HUGS)))))))))))))))
ReplyDeleteR, I am so sorry this is happening to you. It breaks my heart to know you have to talk to your RE today about an D&C, that you are coping with much of this IRL without lots of support. It is not fair, and I am just so sorry. How can you be prepared for this? No one could imagine this. I do hold out a tiny bit of hope, in that CCRM still thinks you can try again with your ute, and is moving you toward an FET. You deserve (you need!) to catch a break here soon.
Hey R...wish I could say something inspiring too but I don't. Thinking of you and big hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry R. It really is not fair how much you have been through, and continue to have to go through. As I've said before though, you are strong, and you have us all here supporting you. I agree with Pie, that CCRM still hasn't given up on you and you shouldn't either. I'll be thinking about you today. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that you have to go through this. I've thought about and am thinking about the same things that you are and it just plain ol' sucks.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you're having to go through this, R!! I wish I could make it all better for you.... I agree with Pie, it's a good sign that CCRM still wants to cycle with you so I'm going to continue to hold out hope!! Huge hugs to you!!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you have been thrown yet another hurdle. Thinking of you. I hope that you are able to have some resolution soon. When does school start for you?
ReplyDeleteI am thinking of you as well... I hate it that you're having to deal with this. I wish we all lived more near to each other so that we could offer support that isn't just online. Big hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and wishing you peace... Hugs. Hugs. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteSending your support from afar! It does suck now and did they tell you what caused this? And they still have hope that you could be successful.
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Oh sweetie! It sounds like things are really hard right now. My thoughts are with you, R.
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