I'm freaking out. Sometime this morning and only for a few seconds the cramping intensified. So much that I remember clenching the desk, breathing and then it was over. A few hours later when I went to the washroom I had some brown (I think its brown, but it mixed with the green Estrace pill so who knows) on my liner. Ok freakout begin. Could it be that I've had false hope all this time? I knew this was probably too good to be true. I really need this to work out.
I emailed my nurse and luckily got a reply within minutes. She assured me that spotting is totally normal - especially around beta time. I should make sure to drink lots of fluids. Ok, feeling a tiny bit better.
I'm more nervous for tomorrow's test then ever. When I had my chemical pregnancy my intial beta was 75, I need this one to be higher.
Have I been too optimstic? Did I take the sticks for granted? I hope the test tomorrow proves my biggest were just that, unfounded fears, but right now...I'm terrified.
Symptoms: sore boobs, queasy, cramping, tired (although I wake up early without the alarm :( ).