The situation with A. has gone from bad to worse and I am really scared for our future. We are barely speaking and when we do, it is not pleasant. He is so angry and is taking it out on me. I am trying to stay calm and rational about this reminding myself that we are the middle of a crisis, but it is not helping. His words are cutting through me like a sharp knife and I don't know where we will be. I am really really scared for us.