I had an ultrasound. They saw a sack. No fetal pole, no heartbeat. The sack was measuring at 5w2d (I guess that is around the time of the first bleeding episode). The dr said that 40% time, this turns out ok. I never fall on that side of the statistics. She also said that with beta numbers as high as mine were, we should have seen more. I go back on Monday for the definitive results. I know this over.
-R.
Oh honey, I'm so sorry your u/s wasn't good! I'm hoping and praying for you that you catch a break for once and fall into the good 40%!! Sending you huge but gentle hugs....
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. I hope that you fall into that 40%, though I know you are not feeling optimistic.
ReplyDeleteR--I think you are only 6w0d, right? That can be too early to see the hb, so that's why CCRM sends people a few days later. Your sac is measuring only 2d behind which is totally normal, espec. with the variance in u/s dating. Crossing fingers that all is well.
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Gingersmom has a good point.
ReplyDeleteStill, I am with you that it is hard to be hopeful when you have already seen things go crappy so often.
I really hope things turn around for you.
OK. I know it's not what you wanted to see/hear but for what it's worth I'm going to direct all my energy towards the 40% and making sure you fall into it. I wish I could control the universe, I really really do.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.
thinking of you all day and only got away from work for a brief moment to tell you. every bit of positivity i have today is for you and A. and is monday the earliest? i know im a pain in the ass but i would try for saturday. and listen to gingersmom. good point. right now you are pregnant. and it is a good day if that is so. love to you...xoxo
ReplyDeleteOh, I am so sorry. I am going to hold out all hope that you end up on the RIGHT side of statistics this time. Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI also agree with Gingersmom. I've heard of all different stories about scans at this stage. I hope they can get you in sooner because waiting is just torterous. Good thoughts, and I'll keep checking in on you....
ReplyDeleteI am so hoping that you will be in the 40 per cent - please God let the other 3/5 be the ones that can get pg easily. (Not that they deserve it, but you have been through enough) I will have my fingers crossed for you!
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