Ultrasound today confirmed what we already knew. Not. A. Viable. Pregnancy. I haven't cried and I don't think I will. I knew this was coming so I wasn't surprised. I'm sure it also helped that at 5 am this morning I was woken up to intense stomach cramping and some spotting. The pain was pretty intense for an hour, but thankfully after two extra strength Ty.lenols and some rest, I'm feeling better (physically at least).
I won't lie, making the call to A. was difficult, but he took it well. I am really proud of him for how he has handled our latest devastating news, I think he would be proud of me too.
As usual, I'm still waiting for the nurse to call to discuss my plan. I want this miscarriage to happen ASAP. I need it be over soon because, I think I convinced A. that we are in desperate need for a vacation! He is checking with work today to see if can take the time off. Fingers crossed.