Thursday, June 17, 2010

Not Looking Good

I had an ultrasound. They saw a sack. No fetal pole, no heartbeat. The sack was measuring at 5w2d (I guess that is around the time of the first bleeding episode). The dr said that 40% time, this turns out ok. I never fall on that side of the statistics. She also said that with beta numbers as high as mine were, we should have seen more. I go back on Monday for the definitive results. I know this over.

-R.

10 comments:

  1. Oh honey, I'm so sorry your u/s wasn't good! I'm hoping and praying for you that you catch a break for once and fall into the good 40%!! Sending you huge but gentle hugs....

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  2. I'm sorry. I hope that you fall into that 40%, though I know you are not feeling optimistic.

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  3. R--I think you are only 6w0d, right? That can be too early to see the hb, so that's why CCRM sends people a few days later. Your sac is measuring only 2d behind which is totally normal, espec. with the variance in u/s dating. Crossing fingers that all is well.

    -Gingersmom

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  4. Gingersmom has a good point.

    Still, I am with you that it is hard to be hopeful when you have already seen things go crappy so often.

    I really hope things turn around for you.

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  5. OK. I know it's not what you wanted to see/hear but for what it's worth I'm going to direct all my energy towards the 40% and making sure you fall into it. I wish I could control the universe, I really really do.

    Thinking of you.

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  6. thinking of you all day and only got away from work for a brief moment to tell you. every bit of positivity i have today is for you and A. and is monday the earliest? i know im a pain in the ass but i would try for saturday. and listen to gingersmom. good point. right now you are pregnant. and it is a good day if that is so. love to you...xoxo

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  7. Oh, I am so sorry. I am going to hold out all hope that you end up on the RIGHT side of statistics this time. Thinking of you!

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  8. Thinking of you.

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  9. I also agree with Gingersmom. I've heard of all different stories about scans at this stage. I hope they can get you in sooner because waiting is just torterous. Good thoughts, and I'll keep checking in on you....

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  10. I am so hoping that you will be in the 40 per cent - please God let the other 3/5 be the ones that can get pg easily. (Not that they deserve it, but you have been through enough) I will have my fingers crossed for you!

    RJ

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